Doesn't Deserve Pity

In this situation he really doesn't derserve forgiveness because he actually were in the SS and kill the poor Jews. As he says "those Jews died quickly, they did not suffer as I do-though they were not as guilty as I am." Well he did not really suffering because he has everything, he has food everyday, a room by himself, and a nurse that is watching him if he is okay. But the poor Jews the really suffered because the didn't had much food as the German did. Also they were killed by the gas piosionus that is the worst thing they did to them. Why would he enter the SS if he was a priest? He should stay as a priest then be part of the SS. Also when he says, "I come from Stuttgart and I am now twenty-one. That is too soon to die. I have very little out of life." It is too soon to die but he never thought of the children that were young and they didn't have a good life as he did. Just because the Jews killed minimum of soldiers that now they are revanging the Jews. Why do the childs have to do with it? The poor kids didn't had any of ideas what was going on. So he really doesn't derserves forgiveness because he never thought of the Jews he just think of himself.